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[大谷 吉継] Ōtani Yoshitsugu ([personal profile] twinkletwinklelittlestar) wrote in [community profile] piratejournal2015-02-17 09:36 pm

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[It has taken nearly a week, but Yoshitsugu's hopes that all of this is nothing but an unwelcome dream have dwindled. He's kept mostly to himself, making the hostel his temporary home and leaving only a handful of times, unsure of what to do, but disorientation has given way to anger now (and a sense of personal loss, though he knows not why). Everything he worked for--his dream--had come to fruition, only for it to be taken from him in the blink of an eye. He is through with being idle.

There is proof enough that the journal is more than just that, so in script that is as beautiful in spite of a trembling hand, he writes:]


I've no doubt this has been asked before, but is there any reason to believe this mysterious gem that supposedly grants wishes actually exists? If it is indeed real, I find it quite difficult to believe it comes without a price. To be told that it's possible to accomplish whatever you like simply by making a wish would arouse suspicion in even the greatest of fools, one would think. Surely there's more to it if people are actually looking for it.

[It's not like him to express anything that resembles his actual thoughts, but until he gets his footing here, he'll have to from time to time. Not that he intends to be here long enough to become established to any degree, but he gets the impression that may be out of his hands.]

I'd also like to know if I'm wrong to assume that there's little hope of returning home through any other means. I have some important business I must get back to. I'd rather not dally unnecessarily.

[ooc: yoshitsugu can be found wandering around town for a while trying to put things together if you'd rather do action! an especially observant person might get the impression that there are some intense, possibly conflicted emotions lurking beneath the surface at the moment. otherwise, he'll come off relatively calm and put together.]
curseking: (stubbed my toe today it's ieyasu's fault)

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[personal profile] curseking 2015-02-18 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe it's coincidence that Mitsunari decides today is a good day to check his journal. Maybe something more calculated is involved, something like fate. The end result is the same, one way or another.

Mitsunari instantly recognizes the handwriting that greets him within the journal's most recent entry, for it is all too familiar to ignore. He's seen it so many times it's been burned into his brain. There is no question, none at all --

This can't be.

He tears his focus away from the script and reads the meat of the words themselves, and then reads them again and he can hear it narrated in his head by a voice that will never leave him. The voice that guided his campaign of revenge, and the voice whose advice he heeded and trusted and believed in. And it belonged to a man who would never go behind his back. Never. He would never, could never. Even if Ieyasu betrayed him, (Ieyasu, he trusted him too -- maybe he will never learn) even if the world betrayed him, every single person in it, Gyoubu was always there, and then --

This can't be.

And yet it has to be.

A lot of things go through Mitsunari's mind. Disgust. Dismay. The sense of betrayal that never stops hurting no matter how many times it happens. Every single time it's just more salt carefully siphoned into a wound that will never heal so long as there are liars and traitors who call themselves friends.

He feels the little useless flicker of hope that maybe this isn't the same man, or better yet, this is the exact same man he always thought him to be. It's a big place, the universe. There are worlds beyond, worlds like theirs, where all is the same and yet different enough to change everything.

He's so wrapped up in all that he's learned since arriving here that he doesn't realize Gyoubu probably has no idea what Mitsunari is thinking. Even Gyoubu can't read minds. He surely doesn't know the bitterness and disappointment and turmoil that has festered inside of Mitsunari's chest for months on end.

Yet, what does he say? He's at a loss. His mind can't process this right now. His chest and his heart, on the other hand, are overloading. With so many emotions boiling inside and vying to be heard, which is the right one to act on? Not that Mitsunari is thinking as much. This is not a matter of conscious decision making.

There is one decision he can make for himself, and it is that he cannot turn away and pretend he has seen nothing, because that is not the kind of man he is. He doesn't want to play games and hide behind the written word. It feels too impersonal a way to address this man that means... that meant so much to him.

He cannot allow for a barrier to be placed between himself and Gyoubu. Text is insufficient. No, Gyoubu will hear his voice. And he needs to hear Gyoubu's.]


...

Gyoubu.

[He lets the name linger for a moment.

Please, may this be the Gyoubu he wants him to be, deep in his heart of hearts. If fate can smile upon him just once, please let it do so now.]


...I will give you... exactly one chance.

[His voice is disconcertingly flat. It's softer, quieter than normal, too. And there is no tenderness there.]

Else, I... with my own two hands... shall cut you down.
curseking: (headtilt #1)

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[personal profile] curseking 2015-02-21 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Gyoubu doesn't sound like himself.

Mitsunari can safely say that in all the time he's known Gyoubu, he has never sounded as he does now. It bothers Mitsunari on a very deep level to hear Gyoubu's voice so unsteady, because some part of Mitsunari has long since decided anything that would cause Gyoubu's voice to waver is not supposed to be happening in the first place. It's the same part of him that wants to hear Gyoubu out.

At least this has to be a genuine reaction. He can't be acting. Right? Then again, Mitsunari thought Gyoubu was being perfectly honest during each and every other interaction they'd ever had, too. How often was Gyoubu speaking the truth, and how often was he deceiving him? Every exchange of words between them has been cast into suspicion.

Mitsunari doesn't provide Gyoubu with any explanations just yet. There's something else he's decided is more important to address.]


...You must swear to me... you will answer honestly to everything I ask you, without exception.

[It sickens him that he even needs to say this.]
curseking: (shoebill gijinka)

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[personal profile] curseking 2015-02-21 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
[If it were anyone else, anyone at all, this might be easier. He thought this would be easier, he was sure it would, because for the last year or so, the Gyoubu he thinks of is a traitor.

A man who betrayed not only him (who sullied his hands with an unforgivable sin) but a mutual ally. His -- friend.

Mitsunari has begun to understand that his own losses are not unique. Now, out of all the billions of people, most could never dream of understanding his pain, because what do they know of loss? They didn't lose Hideyoshi. And he still believes as much. He's placed Hideyoshi on a pedestal too high for any other human being to match.

But there is at least one person out there who has lost many someones who mattered to him a great deal indeed. Those dead men were not Hideyoshi, and could never attain his level of splendor, but that certain someone cared about those men just as much as Mitsunari cared about Hideyoshi. And had Mitsunari -- that world's Mitsunari, but maybe they're the same -- been more vigilant, his friend would not have suffered the pain of betrayal.

Yet Gyoubu the traitor, one of the two who orchestrated this shameful, disgusting crime -- he's Mitsunari's friend too. (He was, he is, he's -- curse this ambiguity. Curse everything.) This damnable hope creeps into his heart and under his skin like some kind of well-intentioned disease, and he hates it. He wants it exorcised out of his very being so he may never again suffer the disappointment intrinsically linked with it. This man here, this is a Gyoubu he may or may not know, and that may not even matter, and it might be change everything, and he doesn't know.

(Even if this Gyoubu were different, would he still need to bear the guilt of what another him did, as Mitsunari felt responsible for what happened in Motochika's life? He'd ended up figuring if Shikoku's destruction took place in both of their worlds, it probably happened the same way both times... but what if it didn't? Maybe this sense of responsibility he's felt for so long was misplaced. Maybe they'd both be absolved. Maybe not. Maybe there is no clear answer.)

In his mind, he shamefully asks for Lord Hanbei to grant him an ounce of his wisdom so that he may handle this as is right, and that Lord Hideyoshi impart to him just a fraction of his strength, which he has no right to ask for, and he knows it, and he prays he will be absolved for being weak enough to need it.

He forces his focus to remain on at the immediate situation. He knows that Gyoubu didn't swear honesty as he was clearly told to do. He knows Gyoubu would have no need to do so if he could be trusted, and would naturally be confused. Should he press for his vow of honesty, or answer his question first? ...The question, he decides.]


The destruction in Shikoku.

[He says it through his teeth.]

Going behind my back... betraying Motochika...

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[personal profile] skyfaring_swordsman 2015-02-18 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I've seen some pretty crazy things go down in my life, so I can't really say with all certainty that it's a lie. You've got a point, though, I doubt our "benefactor" has any sort of good use in mind for it. All the more reason it's better for the people here to keep the shards away from him.
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[personal profile] harbouredheart 2015-02-18 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It exists -- in pieces. When you join a crew you should ask to see their shards. Whether it can grant wishes once made whole is unconfirmed, but every individual shard possesses power, which does lend credence to the theory.
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[personal profile] harbouredheart 2015-02-21 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The locals will drive you offshore at some point anyway, I'm afraid. But if you convey that you're seeking a crew in these journals then the captains will come to you, so to speak. Once you have settled on a ship and know its name you can travel there easily through a local device known as a naviraimant -- or more commonly, nav. The Backwater Brig has one, presuming that you are still on Isla Empieza.

Do you have any naval experience?
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[personal profile] harbouredheart 2015-02-24 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you have theoretical experience?

[If writing could convey enthusiasm... intellectual stimulation is rather lacking on her ship.]

While you lack is not ideal, it is a minor setback at most. I can recommend the seafaring skill of two particular captains: my own captain, the Sea Devil of the West, Motochika Chōsokabe, and Gan Ning of the Bells, a famed pirate from my homeland.

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[personal profile] arcadiasailor 2015-02-19 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
The pieces exist and they do seem to have some power to them. One set my desk on fire.


It seems the only way off this planet is though Jones. Whatever your where doing will still be there.
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[personal profile] arcadiasailor 2015-02-27 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
Soon as it get's dark take a good look at the night sky. None of them are going to match any place on earth.

[As for the other fact, so he might have eavesdropped on a journal conversation between their lousy original quartermaster and that kid from the Yamato.] Well people brought here are from various times periods. Some people have vanished an turned up again. One mentioned ending up right back when they left.

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[personal profile] crackpotcrocker 2015-02-20 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Of course the pieces - EXIST!

[Denzel mumbles to himself]

Considering, I had one - BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT!

Attaining them - isn't easy. And once attained it seems -

[That Davy Jones himself becomes interested in you and not a good way!]

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[personal profile] crackpotcrocker 2015-02-25 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[One can hear Crocker's eyes narrowing with his voice]

Fine. See if I give you any information about the shards I've gathered.

And yes - I AM CRAZY!

[Which cues the maniacal laughter]
rebellions: (look at all the fucks i do not give)

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[personal profile] rebellions 2015-02-23 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh boy, the opening spiel again. Ragna can't really blame the newcomers for asking questions─ he had those, too─ but hearing them being voiced over and over again only serves as a bitter reminder of the fact that no matter how many people come and go, he's still stuck in this god-forsaken world.]

Nope. No guarantee whatsoever. Might as well be a waste of time.

[He's not denying the gem's existence, mind you─ he just can't confirm the wish-granting part. But he's also not invested enough in this answer to bother with the details.]

... But it's the only clue we've got, so unless you have some brilliant idea no one has come up with yet, you gotta suck it up.
rebellions: (god i hate this anime)

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[personal profile] rebellions 2015-02-25 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Hell no, I ain't tourist information or some shit. If you're that invested in helping other idiots out there, do it yourself and don't get me involved.

[Either he's missing the point, or he just doesn't care. Or both. ... It's probably both.]
rebellions: I DARE YOU (say it to my face)

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[Everyone should be embarrassed on Ragna's behalf. But fear not, it seems like with that last remark he's finally catching up─]

... Wanna pick a fight, dipshit?

[That escalated quickly.]

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