Marco the Phoenix (
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[Audio] ALL THE DRAMATICS! A cry for anarchy! This is war!
Pirates of the world, RISE UP I say!
This world claims we do not belong here! The people of this world say we have no home, no place on these seas, in this world! I disagree! [Oh lord, Marco's going full steam here.] My world had no use for monsters like us either! My world made it a sin and a crime for some of us to even be born. Well, to hell with that, say I! ARE WE PIRATES OR ARE WE COWARDS?!
I FOR ONE, BEAR THE FLAG OF MY FATHER AND BROTHERS! LET US TAKE OVER THESE SEAS, AND CLAIM OUR PLACE IN A WORLD ONCE AND FOR ALL! LET US SHOW THE WORLD THAT WE WILL NOT BE DENIED OR IGNORED!
Let us show the world that this era is OURS!
[AND WITH THAT: he lets out a huge phoenix cry of victory.] SCRAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
[We now return you to your daily journal entries of everything else completely different.]
This world claims we do not belong here! The people of this world say we have no home, no place on these seas, in this world! I disagree! [Oh lord, Marco's going full steam here.] My world had no use for monsters like us either! My world made it a sin and a crime for some of us to even be born. Well, to hell with that, say I! ARE WE PIRATES OR ARE WE COWARDS?!
I FOR ONE, BEAR THE FLAG OF MY FATHER AND BROTHERS! LET US TAKE OVER THESE SEAS, AND CLAIM OUR PLACE IN A WORLD ONCE AND FOR ALL! LET US SHOW THE WORLD THAT WE WILL NOT BE DENIED OR IGNORED!
Let us show the world that this era is OURS!
[AND WITH THAT: he lets out a huge phoenix cry of victory.] SCRAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
[We now return you to your daily journal entries of everything else completely different.]
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Anyway. I agree. At least, right up to the whole...bird screech thing.
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Thank you Firebrand, I'm glad someone does. [Everyone he likes at least.]
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And who wouldn't agree? They try and kick us around, they tell us we can't be here. Well screw that. You wanna declare war for real?
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I think I do. Not a full out war the kind I'll have to face at home, but if anyone gets in my way, I'm not letting them touch the crew, eh.
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[Chandra laughs and starts to shift.]
Well, neither am I. I'm not sure I'd wanna go for a real war, though. That wouldn't really be a good idea for this world.
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[And Chandra is one of the few experienced enough that he trusts to talk or ask about it, but it's a hard thing to do.]
When you're done sneaking up on Sparks, share a drink and words with me, please?
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[That sounds serious enough to let her put it all on hold.
And so she gets up and wanders over to wherever it is that birdbrain is.]
So, let's talk. On a sailboat, or in a cabin? Or...?
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[He's sitting on the top of the mast, like the king of the world, just letting the wind blow, and really truly feeling it. But he'll hop down once Chandra gets closer and hand her a bottle of rum.]
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What's up?
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[That shouldn't be a complicated question.]
[But it comes with a complicated answer.]
[Give him a bit. He doesn't even know where the fuck to begin.]
Remember how phoenixes you know are extremely aggressive, eh?
Between Ikki and Leanne and Naesala and my brothers, I'm trying to figure out who I am, and what it all means.
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I know. That's incredibly human and universal even, eh?
But it's even more complicated. Or maybe I'm making it too complicated.
[He grabs a seat and relaxes, drinking from his own bottle.] Before I got here, my Pops was dying, and I went to that war to rescue Ace, aye? And when I go back, it's to a war the size of the whole world.
[A small gulp, because he still doesn't know how to put it all together, much less how to present it.] I don't want to go back to that war, because there is no winning, it's just a matter of surviving. But here...
[He rubs the bridge between his eyes.] It seems lately I live for war. And that's what my name means, eh? God of War and Destruction. I'm trying to use it to protect my family, but the more I hear that challenged, the more I become certain that all I want to do is kick my enemies in their faces and blaze a swath of destruction several ships wide.
Everyone keeps telling me I shouldn't embrace it so much. Thatch doesn't want me embracing the darkness, Lea said disrupting this world would cause it to fall to darkness, and my world already is. [His eyes light up, blue flames as fierce as they ever get.] I've never had a problem with being a monster, or a bad guy, and I know what I hate, who I hate, and why. But I know all this anger that needs a release could have a backlash.
And I don't care. No, I'm looking forward to it. I thirst to prove that nothing this world's navy sends at me can stop me from getting back up and breaking them.
[He glances away and leans his forehead into a hand.] But I suppose the consequences are not mine alone to face. [Waves his other hand dismissively.] All the more reason to part with those without the conviction to face it.
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At first, Chandra almost writes it off as more rambling. Because Marco does that a lot. But a lot of it reminds her of stuff she's dealt with herself.
Actually, a lot of it has. Before the monastery, and Zendikar, before she'd found Jaya's teachings. The bit about the god of war she doesn't get, but...god of destruction? Well there are a few tribal groups that might consider her such by now.
And a few not so tribal civilizations too.
Even still...]
I don't think it's a good idea to embrace pure darkness. Destroying and hurting just for the sake of destroying and hurting is not the right path. I'm really not one to judge someone for wanting to blow things up and burn them...but there's a point where you can't just let the fire take total control.
Destroying the enemy is one thing. Making sport of them is one thing. But taking the fight to their families? Or destroying innocents just because you can? That makes you worse than a monster.
[She pulls the cork out of the bottle with her teeth, spitting it out into her hand.]
Letting your anger out? That's good. My mentor taught me how to guide mine. That's what you've gotta do. Thatch is right. I don't know Lea, and frankly I think he sounds like an idiot if he thinks a little chaos is bad for the world. The military here is a bunch of bastards, Heiromancers of the worst kind. They need to be taught a lesson. Aggression's fine there. Everyone needs a release, and you may as well turn it loose on assholes like that. But you've gotta have limits.
If we do go to war? Like, real war? I'll help. You knew that already. But I'm not hurting people who aren't connected to the enemy. I'd expect the same from you. And if that means I have to beat Jaya's teachings into you, I will.
[She takes a swig.]
And believe me, I'm looking forward to blowing them all to hell too.
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My Pops taught me better than that.
I don't cause pain for the sake of it, or even the pleasure of it.
2/3, changed my mind adding one more.
But I'm not capable of it. I need to fight, and to feel my enemies throats under my feet.
I suppose that just means I'm walking the line of twilight again.
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Cheers to blowing them to hell, eh.
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Cheers.
And y'know, I'm gonna see if Margie has any of Jaya's books. You might be able to get some use out of them. Find a way to fight without walking that razor's edge.
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[A head tilt, because that's the name of an island in his world.]
I know how to control my temper, Chandra. I haven't made much progress with Ace, but if you could have seen him three years ago, you'd understand how far I had to come.
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[And unbeknownst to Chandra, the origin of her Spark.]
And y'know, I'm not saying you don't know how to a point. But you didn't know me five years ago. I'd walk into a city and leave a pile of ash.
Jaya's teachings helped me with that. You may not need them as much as I did, but you can be damn sure they'll help.
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[Looks out at the sea.] Right now leaving a place a pile of ash has its appeal.
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Because of this Lea thing?
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[His eyes blaze again.] Because I had lost hope of ever seeing Thatch and Ace again for centuries.
Why should I give that up for anything or anyone?!
I'm sure as hell not going to do it for strangers who've never met them, never heard of them, and sure as hell wouldn't thank them for their god damn 'sacrifice.'
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I'll do what I want and if anyone wants to stop me they'd better bring a war, because that is what it fucking takes!
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Nobody's going to do that. When I find a way out, you asshats are all coming with me, you know. I've never had friends before, at least ones that didn't try and kill me first, so guess what? I'm not letting you go.
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