Selphie Tilmitt (
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Hi, everyone.
*At least she doesn't sound so grumpy today, though her voice is somewhat more timid than usual*
I think I upset a lot of people yesterday. I was mean to people who really, really didn't deserve it. So...I wanted to say that I'm really sorry.
But - if everyone was doing opposite stuff yesterday, then, I guess, at least that shows that usually I'm a nice, happy, friendly person, right?
*There's an awkward laugh at her attempts to make light of her situation. She'd been pretty mean to people she hadn't even met, too*
That doesn't make it okay, though. So, again, I'm really sorry, and I hope that people still want to be friends.
*She's just going to leave it at that for now. As for those in her crew, they really shouldn't expect to see her face today, because she won't be showing it anywhere. Staying in her room seems a little safer, for now*
nuuuuu my tag didn't send ;; /tries again
*She frowns at his back as she lifts his shirt further, hoping her small sigh of exasperation didn't sound too harsh*
I need to clean and change this. You know you were supposed to just ask if you needed help.
we're both failing! /o/
whoo hoo!~
This isn't...to do with you not thinking it's important for you to look after yourself, is it?
*She drops the back of his shirt again and moves to stand up from the bed*
I need you to take off your shirt, and when I come back with the stuff, I need you to want to be better for your own sake.
*And she'll head straight out of the room, returning later with the stuff she needs*
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Okay. At least your front wounds are looking okay.
*As she leans forward to wet a cloth, she turns round to give him a thorough look, and it's not her fault if her eyes wander over areas that aren't covered in bandages*
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And the back?
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*She moves to sit behind him, carefully cleaning up his wound, then tilts her head at his back*
I'm gonna heal up with a spell again, before I wrap it up. That'll help it heal up much quicker. But... it's probably gonna scar a bit. And -
*Her voice took a lower dip, sounding more irrate again*
And Aya, this is so stupid. I wanna just poke you right in your wound for being such an idiot. You knew fine well you couldn't fix this on your own.
*Selphie takes a small breath and performs a cura spell, but she continues to chatter her way through it, and when she picks up the bandages to wrap him back up*
I thought that maybe since you hadn't called me round that you'd at least found someone else to help you. What were you gonna do? Just lie around and let it stay open? Get infected?
*When she's finished, though, she places the cloth and spare bandages aside, and leans her forehead gently on his shoulderblade*
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[He did plan to ask her to look at the wounds, but life on the ship was more distracting than he thought, especially with how they weren't acting like themselves. Aya looks to Selphie as best as he could when she leans her head on his shoulder blade. He instead turns and wraps an arm about her.]
I'll be more careful. I promise.
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You really have to be... You know, it's okay, to look after yourself. And - it might make you happier too. A bit of self...something. I dunno, just, look after yourself and like yourself more.
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Hmm...I'll try to do that, too. [He would try, definitely, even though he's already sure it won't be easy.] You'll help, right?
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*Selphie lifts her face to him for a moment so that she can look at him properly*
But - you should work on figuring out what can make you happy, too. Better that, maybe, than waiting around for a curse to do it...
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small>[He smiles wryly, thinking it was all pretty ironic that not being themselves was a good thing.]
I can think of one thing that could probably make me happy, but I won't jinx myself just yet.
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You're right! I just gotta make it up with Kairi somehow too, now!
*This information makes Selphie wriggle even closer, if possible, and she looks eager to discover what it is*
Really? What is it? Maybe you could order it! They have lots of things! Get it brought here bu seagull!
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Does she still not remember us? [If not, then he'll wait or help until she does.]
[He rubs the back of his neck at her question, not feeling so reluctant to say anything. With Selphie looking so eager, he's even more sure that it will feel too embarrassing to reveal.]
I just got it today.
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I didn't exactly make it easy for her either. But I bet it's a time thing, and maybe her memories will come back soon.
*She blinks at him, head tilting ever so slightly in a way that was both a little confused, but also understanding*
Do you mean about Kairi coming back? So now you don't haveta feel so bad about it anymore? ...Oh. Wait, no. That was yesterday..
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*Her eyes follow as he goes to pick up his shirt, then she looks again at the various dressings on his body*
It's cause I healed you some more, so soon you'll be able to go sparring again! But you don't wanna jinx it in case your back takes longer to heal than you expect.
*She gives a nod, very pleased with herself for having figured it out*
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Was it...maybe...this?
*And she closes the small space between them with another kiss, careful not to let her hands roam round to his back*
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More or less.
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Don't worry about jinxing it - there's plenty more where that came from. And you're more than welcome, any time.
*But then she glares at him gently, very obviously teasing, but she means what she says too, judging by the blush*
But you shouldn't be so sweet when you've been sitting there shirtless. It's very distracting, you know.
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Thank you, Selphie. The feeling, and offer, is mutual.
[At her last statement, Aya gives an indignant look. Oh, he's aware she's teasing, but still!]
You were the one who said strip or else.
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*She winks and grins, because even though she was still a little nervous, especially since her self-esteem bashing, if he's with her long enough he'll note that she's only all too happy to give affection, and to receive it*
He-ey I needed you to take it off so I could heal you. Besides, I wasn't gonna go take it off myself!
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Yeah, well. You were being stupid so what did you expect?
*There was always also the concern of how he might have reacted if she had actually taken it off herself. She doesn't want to freak him out*
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