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Hi, everyone.
*At least she doesn't sound so grumpy today, though her voice is somewhat more timid than usual*

I think I upset a lot of people yesterday. I was mean to people who really, really didn't deserve it. So...I wanted to say that I'm really sorry.

But - if everyone was doing opposite stuff yesterday, then, I guess, at least that shows that usually I'm a nice, happy, friendly person, right?

*There's an awkward laugh at her attempts to make light of her situation. She'd been pretty mean to people she hadn't even met, too*

That doesn't make it okay, though. So, again, I'm really sorry, and I hope that people still want to be friends.

*She's just going to leave it at that for now. As for those in her crew, they really shouldn't expect to see her face today, because she won't be showing it anywhere. Staying in her room seems a little safer, for now*

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*Selphie sighs gently, because this couldn't be a nice thing to have to hear. But, of all the people Kairi could talk to, Selphie is at least one who really understands forgetting things*

No, Kairi, I think you're still you. Just you don't remember what happened before. Maybe it will come back to you, I don't know... But looks like this is a side effect of you dying.

[A side effect. How could dying have side effects. She couldn't get her head around it. Dying, coming back and forgetting ever being here in the first place. It seemed like a horrible punishment more than a effect.]

How could you know if I am still me? I mean I know there are things I don't remember before with changes to me, but still...

Hmm.. I can think of a way, but I'll have to come meet you. Is that okay? Lemme know where you are andI'll come find you!

That will be fine. As to where I am, I believe I'm back on the Moon...i think that's what it's called.

Uh huh! That is what it's called. Mind if I come over and visit?

*If she says yes, Selphie will make her way back over, so Kairi might spot her soon on the Moon somewhere*

That will be fine. Though I wonder if it means there will be another ship later on that they would call Star.

[She will just sit here and wait.]

*Then a wild Selphie appears*

The Star! That would be so nice! Maybe we should get a Star!

*And with that she heads over to Kairi and gives her the biggest, closest, hug*

You mean a literal star or a ship named star?

[There was one thing she was use to with Selphie and that was the kindness of a hug when one needed it. It made her smile a little bit and gave her a little reminder of home. The place where she didn't lose her memories, at least while she stayed there rather than when she first arrived.

After a brief moment of though she made sure he hold her back.]

*Selphie just laughs at her question*

Maybe both! Wouldn't that be awesome?

*She continues to squeeze Kairi some more, sensing from her that she maybe needed this hug. When she finally steps back she looks at Kairi and notices that small smile*

There! It's so good to see you, and even better to see you smile!

I don't think you could get an actual star though. Would be amazing if one could though.

[She let go, giving a small laugh.]

It's good to be back.

Hmm... Maybe not. But it would be awesome, keep it in a jar or something!

*Selphie smiles brightly at Kairi and nods*

Good. And I am...really sorry for everything the other day. It was mean and rude, and I didn't really mean what I said...

[She gives a small smile.]

And I said it's alright, I mean everyone wasn't themselves. So I guess it really couldn't be helped.

Thanks, though, Kairi. I appreciate it. And - well, anything I said about Aya... you haven't mentioned that to him, have you?

[She paused for a moment, shaking her head. She couldn't recall her ever doing that.]

I didn't no. Why?

Oh! Well! That's good!

*Selphie does seem a little relieved, despite a small blush on her cheeks*

Just - well, that would be kinda awkward, ya know? If he knew all that weird stuff I said! Haha.

Yeah, I guess it could of but at least if he did know you could easily explain it at least.

[Although she didn't know he had been eavesdropping on them at the time.]

Ahahah. Yeah... Well, at least we're all back to normal?

*Selphie will soon find out about Aya listening in though*

[She nods slightly, although for her it's not exactly normal when she still has yet to remember anything.]

I'm glad you are, but I still don't recall being here. Which I guess to you lot isn't normal still.

*Selphie is aware of this, and pulls a weird kind of face when she realises what she's said maybe a little too late*

I'm sorry, Kairi. I just really hope that we can get you those memories back somehow...

*She smiles fondly at her and rests a hand on her shoulder*

Otherwise, I think it'll be pretty easy for you to make friends with everyone all over again.

[She made it sound easier than it probably was. making friends takes time after all and she was like a new fish in a small pond.]

We'll see what happens. But if I have to making friends will be the best option.

I think it'll be all okay!

*Selphie smiles and nods with Kairi with confidence*

[She gives a tiny nod. She was confident with what she would say and she did deep down believe in her words.]

I'm sure it will. [She pauses for a moment.]

So...do you want to do something?

*Selphie smiles brightly at Kairi, seeing that, hopefully, she does believe her, somehow*

Whatcha wanna do?

[She had to ponder, she generally had no clue what one can do on board a ship.]

I don't actually know. Do you know what we can do on board?

Well, I sometimes play my guitar. There are cards and stuff. Uhm... and just, relaxing and having a laugh with your friends? I have books too, if you want.

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