There are OTHER people in this situation? WHY. Why... I don't understand any of this, why I'm here, what anyone wants from me-- if it's money, they could have just worked for my family!!! I just want to go home NOW, and clean my self off and pretend today didn't happen. Because this has been very stressful, and I don't want to be here any longer. I had a meeting today at four regarding an event my friends were hosting, and then after that we were going to go to dinner, and after that I was going to be rich and comfy and not worried about where I was going to sleep or if I was going to eat or if I'd EVER SEE MY PARENTS AGAIN!!!!!

[her stress has many forms. we're going through all of them.]