Mm. I guess it's just habit. I'm usually a lot more proper than I have been over the last two or three weeks.

I know we won. It just... it feels like we had to lose so much to get there. And it feels like I did so little. It's mortifying that I went in there so confident that I could make a difference, and we had to be rescued. So even if I did what I wanted to do, I... is this all my power is good for?