It's hard thinking about the last couple of months here. Things keep escalating and getting more extreme, I can only wonder if our captor is finally building to whatever he had planned when this place came to be. Things feel like they are coming to a head. Will I finally be able to return home? I wonder? I've found a bit of a family here in the High Seas. I've found friends, something I don't have many of back home, and I've found love. I almost don't want to leave this place. It truly is hard to imagine that I might be able to go back to my work. I miss it, I fear just how far ahead of me Killey has gotten.
In the end it's hard to express how I'm feeling. I want to go home, but at the same time, I don't want to leave behind the people I've met in this place. The memories I've made, the fact that I'll crush the people I've come to trust and love. I mean yes, there are some things I could do with never having experienced. That asshole who threw the other Summit meeting, being torn apart and drowning, heat stroke and nearly dying again when I suddenly woke up in the middle of the ocean. But then I also wouldn't remember actually discovering how much you cared about me Kiemi. I never will forget what you did for me here you adorable little fish.
I guess I'm writing this so that those of you who are important to me have something to remember me by if we are separated for good when this all ends. If we ever do get to go home. You have some words to remember the unpleasant bitch who somehow came to love and trust you.
Lorelai of Falena
In the end it's hard to express how I'm feeling. I want to go home, but at the same time, I don't want to leave behind the people I've met in this place. The memories I've made, the fact that I'll crush the people I've come to trust and love. I mean yes, there are some things I could do with never having experienced. That asshole who threw the other Summit meeting, being torn apart and drowning, heat stroke and nearly dying again when I suddenly woke up in the middle of the ocean. But then I also wouldn't remember actually discovering how much you cared about me Kiemi. I never will forget what you did for me here you adorable little fish.
I guess I'm writing this so that those of you who are important to me have something to remember me by if we are separated for good when this all ends. If we ever do get to go home. You have some words to remember the unpleasant bitch who somehow came to love and trust you.
Lorelai of Falena
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