[voice - and forever action for Spades]

[booyaka_boom]

You know, it really sucks when people disappear... One of my best friends is gone and... it hurts. She was real important to me. I've been here for more than a year now, and there are people here that I'd do anything for. So of course it stings when they're gone. But...

...but instead of just being sad all the time, I think this means that we should always be grateful for the people that we do have, all the awesome friends that are still with us. If anything, we should keep them as close as we can, have as much fun as we can. No one knows what's gonna happen tomorrow.

So get together with the people you care about the most, and the ones you love the most. Make sure they know just how much they mean to you.

Have fun, everyone!

[Private to Spades]

Hey guys - wanna hang out? I'm up on deck if you wanna join in - I've got drinks and candy, and I've brought my guitar too! See ya soon!

*Of course she knows that she's not the only Spade that will be hurting with Chandra's disappearance. But instead of wallowing or running away, Selphie has chosen the happier option. Out on deck, Selphie has dragged her own duvet and pillows, and Chandra's too. There are a few bottles of various alcohols (including one very bright green one, and a very bright pink one - obviously Selphie's own choices), and there was a small spread of her own personal supply of candy. Selphie sat on a pillow, waiting to see if anyone would come along to keep her company, strumming her guitar and singing softly*
 

Comments

[booyaka_boom]

But so what? I mean - it's pretty obvious something is going on with you and Lea...

*Selphie isn't really understanding this, but she sighs at the last thing he says*

Yeah, well, people disappoint each other. And screw him - I bet you don't disappoint him nearly as much as you think!

[heartismyown]

It is? Oh, but I don't think Lea really wants people to know about it! Something about people not liking him for it...I don't really remember everything he said.

[He sighs softly, thinking about it.]

I don't know. I hope not. I'm trying not to.

[booyaka_boom]

Well, Lea's stupid. Stupid because it's obvious, and stupid if he thinks you're a disappointment.

*Clearly her estimations of Lea are still very low*

So don't worry about it, okay?

[heartismyown]

I didn't know it was obvious. The Captain was surprised.

I don't think he thinks that. He gets mad at me when I say I'm stupid or whatever. I just...it's complicated and when I forget stuff I feel so mad now. At me, I mean.

[He's feeling a little self conscious as of late.]

I try not to worry but it's hard. Lea thinks if I could just join Sora, my head will get straightened out.

[booyaka_boom]

What the hell?

But you're not Sora - you're Roxas. On your own.

*Yeah, she's ignored all that other stuff - she thinks that Lea is bad for Roxas, but it's not her place to say*

[heartismyown]

Yeah, I am. But some of Sora's memories are still in here or something. I'm not too sure everything Naminé did to me when she was messing around in my head. Lea also thinks I have a heart, that I grew one so I'm hoping that means I can...be myself after all that.

[booyaka_boom]

I think you have a heart. And I think you should stop worrying about things so much and just enjoy being you. Even if you are a girl right now.

[heartismyown]

Being a girl is okay, just weird.

[There's a bit of a pause.]

I'm not sure how to stop worrying about it though. I could go home anytime.

[booyaka_boom]

Which is exactly why you should be enjoying every minute you can. If you can leave at any time, you should be having as much fun here with the people here while you can!

[heartismyown]

I'm trying to do that. I guess most of the time this place is pretty fun.

[booyaka_boom]

Exactly! Focus on the good fun stuff - that's the best we can do.