[ His words make her laugh bitterly, she knew he would say that.]

Even if I'm a pirate now instead of a queen, I'll always be an older sister. And I don't share with Anna, I give everything to her when she wants it. Even if I also want it.

I thought there was nothing I didn't mind giving up to give it to her, that I would never think "but I want it too".

But I was wrong. And now I don't know what to do, because even if we "shared" it... I know she will end getting much more of it than me.

[And she doesn't want that.]

Though I'm not sure if you can understand that.