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Tenth Rose: This has got to stop [Private Written]

Private to the Spades:

Is everyone in one piece? What's going on?

Private to Selphie:

Where are you? I don't know what exactly happened, but I'm at Isla Empieza.

[The next part is written in after a moment's pause.]

Are you alright?

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How do you expect me to leave after a day? I don't know how to navigate a ship, and I don't know of any other crews.

Okay. Fine. Don't come.

*The words this time are rather hastily written*

[He's going to be paying for this later, he just knows it.]

If I don't come, will you at least let me write to you?

Yes.

*For a moment, that's all she writes, trying to keep together how she feels about all of this, which isn't good*

This is different for you... I went a whole month without you when you disappeared. Then you disappeared again. I've been here missing you while you've just been at home not even knowing that I exist.

*It looks like she's starting to write something else, but her pen just makes a mark and she doesn't continue to write anything else yet*

Do you really think I haven't missed you, as well?

[Is that what she thinks? That she didn't mean anything to him while he had been gone?]

It's disorienting being sent back. Coming from a battle to getting back into one, then being taken away. But during all of that, I thought of you, even if you can take care of yourself.

Already I don't like you being far away. How am I supposed to hug you for saying things like that when you're so far away?

:(

*This time, she draws a bigger sad face than usual, then goes back to underline it*