uccellodifuoco: God I've lied am I lost in your eyes? (010 - Just let me burn it's what I deser)
Phoenix Ikki ([personal profile] uccellodifuoco) wrote in [community profile] piratejournal 2014-10-01 06:04 am (UTC)

{It would have been less fair for you to let you see that.}

[Despite his words he is apologetic and the feeling is clear in his thoughts. As he senses her thoughts, he realizes that there's something he has to clarify.]

{I wasn't asking you to stop clouding your thoughts. I just wanted you to stop thinking whatever you were thinking, it had a dark feeling to it so I assumed that you were again blaming yourself on things. Like thinking that I was angry because of what you had thought or that I didn't want you around... Or that you were angry and disgusted at yourself for thinking that of me.}

[Sure, he would have liked to know what she was thinking exactly, where the darkness came from, but he had promised to respect her thoughts as much as he could.]

{I suppose I could teach you how to use your Cosmos, so you could "get all silent to me" even when I do this... But I'm a selfish bastard who doesn't want you being able to vanish from my mind.}

[And he's not really sorry about that. Hate him all you want, Selphie, he knows he deserves it, but it's not going to change his mind.

There's again a pause at her next thoughts, though the link doesn't break this time. It's more like all his thoughts just freeze in place. When they restart, the first thing that slips is the mental image of Selphie in a nurse outfit. Just as she said and with a very short skirt showing off those legs of hers, being ready to take care of Ikki. The thought is quickly smashed away and hidden, but it's too late to deny that it existed. What comes next is pretty much a literal jumble of thoughts and a feeling that can only be described as "mental blushing".

When he finally settles down and manages out a clear thought, there's a sense of embarrassment due to the awful job he did blocking that from her.]


{Who's the one not being fair now?}

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