Heh, I don't know if I deserve it, not when I'm a direct cause or reason for all that suffering. But I agree with you on the rest, they deserve much better.

[Shun deserved more than a life of fighting when he hates it. Esmeralda deserved a live and while she didn't have a good one... At least she was alive and maybe someone else would have been able to find her and take her away from that hell. All Ikki was able to do was to make promises that he never got to fulfill because she died, and it was all his fault.]

I wouldn't be glad if I was you, I may not understand it completely or even correctly after all. For example, even though I get why you want to get married I don't see how that would fix anything. I mean, aren't your parents married? Yet look at them, each one off to God knows where. What's the point of getting married if you may end being left alone again?