Not far, but wishing I as well as everyone who was here the same time and before weren't. We've changed for the good in some ways and for the bad in others, but still. This isn't home for some and well... I know at least I get home sick.

Though you did bring up something I think is a good point. Are we really the first here or did this guy bring people before?

[How to answer the next part. She is keeping quiet for now.]

Oh, they would probably notice that I change, I just would get worried about what I went though to have said changes. Although I will admit I did think about them arriving after I arrived in October. But now, I don't spare the thought because I hope they never have to.