It is not so much as forgetting. I do not think it would be possible for anyone to forget that kind of mission if they had to do it. It is more like fully regaining my emotions. I had to kill my own emotions in order to preform my duty and though I can feel them again, I know I can never fully experience them like I had when I was young.

[She gives a small sigh.]

But yes, it is a small comfort to know I can have a small bit of humanity again.