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[There is some paper rustling, probably from the journal that is resting on her knees. After several moments of silence, she finally speaks up- the voice calm but oddly cold, as if she is forcing herself to speak that way.]

Hypothetically speaking- what do you do when you miss someone?

[Katarina's sitting on the ratlines of the ship, dagger hanging from her fingers peculiarly. She's been siting outside like this for quite some time, just watching the black water and crescent moon in the distance.

She was unable to sleep past few days. The solid rock mask of a soldier she keeps up during the day tends to get heavy when night falls on the ship. She pushes hair from her face and leans her head against the rope of the ratline. She trained herself to strip away any and all worries that come up- to each his own, is Noxsu's motto.

But being away this long from home... she was unable but to think about her mother, Cassiopeia, Talon, asshole Swain and those barbaric Demacians. But having no news, at all, not even a word, is making her uneasy, restless and sleep deprived.]

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[her answer hadn't really directly answered his question, but did give him a little more insight into what made her tick. In paticular, he'd wondered how many people she killed alongside Grell when she'd gone on her little killing spree. Those weren't soldiers or assassination targets, just innocent people getting slaughtered on Grell's whim....he wondered if Kat didn't mind that kind of killing but wondered if he'd sound nosy or judgmental if he asked.{

[He wasn't perfect either...there had been a few times in his life where he'd killed with less than a good reason for it. In general though, he tried to avoid that and only kill in self defense. It had to do with his determination to prove to people he wasn't a mindless monster]

Well, I don't know of any way to get out of here quickly. But if I happen to run across a shard piece I'll let you know...I sure won't need it

[He can ask her that. And the answer would be- anyone and everyone that charged at her that night. She wasn't about to die in some stupid bar fight. As for Grell- she has no opinion about the Captain. She likes to kill and that's okay- Katarina doesn't judge. She killed plenty of innocent people in her life as well so she's not the one to talk.

She gives him a nod and something she doesn't do a lot-]

Thank you. Is it me or you don't really want to leave this place?

[He decided to ask her a little later. Otherwise the curiosity would just keep eating at him. Not that he'd be sitting there judging her either, but a person's views on killing was a good way to figure them out and see what motivated them... or something like that]

[He nodded to her thanks and question]

You're right. I don't want to leave. My home world sucks... pretty much everyone I met there hated me. I even have a bounty on my head which means I got attacked a lot by people I didn't even know. So I like this place much better... the people here seem a little more accepting of shark freaks.

[She raises her eyebrows and gives a little huff-]

I've seen a lot of things- voidlings, yordles, people raised from the dead, that came from the sea, from depths of Shadow Isles, robots that have their own will, witches made of ice, Valkyrie riding boars and imps riding Yetis. Trust me, to me you look like one of the champions that come to fight in the League. [And he has quite some fighting skill too. She was sure that if he applied to the Institute he would be accepted as one of the Champions to fight on the Rift.]

I look like a champion huh? [He shook his head and chuckled a little] Well that's definitely one of the nicest things someone has said I look like. Where I come from, apparently all anyone can see when they look at me is a walking taboo. It's very looked down upon for humans and Aquarians in my world to mate. But I have the blood of both, plus a shark... you might not wanna know how that happened. But point is, I wasn't welcome amongst any communities.

[He shrugged] whatever. I don't care. I got over it...

Still though, it seems to me like I'd be more welcome in a lot of worlds besides my own. Yours, Namur's, this one... but I happened to be born into one that sucked. That's just my luck I guess, hahahah... [He dealt with it by laughing, but it really wasn't a very happy laugh]

Anyway... At least it's nice to know my looks don't bother you too much.

[Katarina shrugged-] You're welcome, I guess. I just say what I mean. [She thinks for a second-] Maybe you should come with me and visit Runttera. Trust me, no one will judge you there. My country has the undead walking around, Insitute has creature of nightmares locked in basement and scarecrow guarding it. Demacians have a dragon and Freljordians have Yetis.

Since you are water lover, you should visit Bilgewater. Pirates, pirate hunters, all sorts of sea creatures like to spend time there. There's even this huge [how can she call it-] suit of armor size of an average house, carrying an anchor with him whole the time.

[he nodded thoughtfully] yeah... It sounds like a place Id like to check out. Thanks for the invitation, but I dunno if it's even possible. People have enough trouble getting back to their homes worlds themselves...who knows if I could visit yours or not.

There is always a way. Only you have to be persistent and find it. [She's not going to say all those cheesy lines about faith and belief and sh-tuff like that.] If that jewel really fulfills a wish, wishing to go back home would have a tweak or two.

Hm. Well, I'll try anyway....then if you're right, maybe I'll be successful.

[at least he felt a little successful right now in distracting her from thinking about the pain of missing people and places]

You going to try to go to sleep soon?

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