[Although Dave couldn't see it through the journal, Thash smiled a bit when he said what he'd told her. That was sweet. When he expressed concern that it was his fault though, Thash shook his head... still not used to talking through books enough to realize all such body language was completely pointless]

I doubt that. She may not make much sense to me, but I can hardly see her leaving this ship and crew behind, which she clearly likes being the Captain of, for something like that. She also seems to speak her mind most of the time so she'd probably have said something to you if you were bothering her... that's what I think, anyway.

[Not like he knew her real well, but she'd certainly spoken her mind when she disapproved of Dave bringing him on board]

She did get a lot of criticism for that stunt she pulled at Deesuko Balia. If any event caused her to want to take a break, maybe it was that? Or maybe she's just got something important to do that's... extremely personal or something. I don't know. Either way, if anything I'd think you'd be a reason she'd want to stay on this ship, not leave it. So don't beat yourself up.