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piratejournal2014-04-13 01:07 pm
doctor_ozaki) wrote in piratejournal2014-04-13 01:07 pm
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Third message: Paying respects halfway across the universe. (Voice)
...I want to do something for her.
[What is this? Is he actually using the journal to remark on his own thoughts and feelings? Seems that way, but there is more purpose to it than that. And he's finding it hard to speak so openly on a public server. So for a few moments he falls into silence and then there’s the sound of rustling.]
Someone so kind and openhearted never should have died in such a brutal way. And I would do anything to go back in time and change it, but I can't.
[He has to stop himself here before he say's too much. This isn't about him; it's about that kind mother.]
I don't feel like I have a right, but she deserves a proper farewell.
And I want to do something special, but I can't think of anything, it's not really something I'm used to.
So I guess what I'm asking is...How do you say goodbye to the dead in your world?
[And he stops the broadcast here. He’s not looking for pity, or for help. He just wants to give someone who has helped him through so much what she deserves. ]
[What is this? Is he actually using the journal to remark on his own thoughts and feelings? Seems that way, but there is more purpose to it than that. And he's finding it hard to speak so openly on a public server. So for a few moments he falls into silence and then there’s the sound of rustling.]
Someone so kind and openhearted never should have died in such a brutal way. And I would do anything to go back in time and change it, but I can't.
[He has to stop himself here before he say's too much. This isn't about him; it's about that kind mother.]
I don't feel like I have a right, but she deserves a proper farewell.
And I want to do something special, but I can't think of anything, it's not really something I'm used to.
So I guess what I'm asking is...How do you say goodbye to the dead in your world?
[And he stops the broadcast here. He’s not looking for pity, or for help. He just wants to give someone who has helped him through so much what she deserves. ]