[Voice]

[unlikelyfarmhand]

[Hachiken begins by nervously clearing his throat. It's really hard to talk about things and he doesn't feel all that well in the aftermath. But he remembers every little thing.]

I just want to say that I'm, I'm really sorry.

I'm really really glad no one took my invitations to come here because I would have killed you.

[He trembles, the pages ruffle in the journal from his grip.]

I haven't ever-I wasn't in my right mind. I was incredibly weak and worthless and I'm really sorry.

[There's a pause and he swallows. There's a hitch in his breathing, a little bit of panic in his voice.]

I won't ask for forgiveness for what I did, because it's completely unforgivable. Just know that I'm sorry, to everyone.

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voice;

[unlikelyfarmhand]

But I am sorry!

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[gokai_red]

Only thing that's "sorry" is apologizing for something you didn't have control of.

[unlikelyfarmhand]

That's not true, I should have been able to resist. I should have been able to protect the crew from me! I shouldn't be so weak!

voice;

[gokai_red]

Oh come on, look around you! No one could.

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[unlikelyfarmhand]

[His voice gets a little, shrinking back a bit from his tone.]

I killed my crew. I'm the one that did those things even if she told me to.

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[gokai_red]

Don't be stupid. It's not just that she told you to, no one in their right mind would just go murdering people because of that.

It's about control. Making you think you did it of your own will is just what she wanted.

voice;

[unlikelyfarmhand]

That's even worse! It means that for what I wanted, I would kill for it. I would hurt people!

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[gokai_red]

[Irritable sigh.]

No, it doesn't. She just wants you to think you would. Or wanted, as the case is now.

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[unlikelyfarmhand]

I should have been able to take it. I could not and I let everyone down. I just wanted to apologize. I don't know if I can make it better, but I can maybe try.

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[gokai_red]

Again. No one was able to take it.

There's nothing wrong with wanting to make up for it, but don't be a sad sack about it. You won't do anyone any favors.

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[unlikelyfarmhand]

[There's something in Marvelous' voice that triggers him snap to it and he stammers a bit on response.]

Y-Yes sir!

voice;

[gokai_red]

Good.

This keeps up I'm going to have start busting some people upside the head, I think.