Third Supper 🍷 Panic 🍷 Text

[justgetseconds]

In all the months leading up to now, I had never been afraid. But the closer I get to becoming a parent, the more that fear takes root and grows. I can feel my child moving now, and I am terrified. My mother and I had a very... Strained relationship. She was not so kind in the ten years I knew her.

What if I become like that? I can't stop thinking about it. I am afraid and I don't know who to turn to. I am a demon. What if I become a monster to my child?