Did your captain voluntarily offer himself to you as food? If so, I think you should reconsider death for at least another month. Think about what I have said to you. Formulate options. Make a plan. Study it.

If you think such a thing might work, then I see no reason to end your life, so long as you are not causing death or serious harm to others or exposing them to the possibility of becoming like you.

I will be here, however, if you or someone you have bitten needs to be put down.

Is this agreeable?