I go on a mission that takes out a third of the Organization and come back without a scratch and you don't even get suspicious?
[No wonder this has been so difficult.]
I gathered intel, yeah, but on the rest of the Organization. I had my orders from Xemnas to root out traitors and, try not to laugh, I got the same job from Marluxia after I infiltrated the group at Castle Oblivion. Then there were the orders from Saïx to do whatever it took to keep him high up there in the chain of command and dig up dirt on what Xemnas was hiding in the castle. That's a lot of work for one guy. Good thing Sora and Riku showed up at the castle because I'm not sure I woulda been able to find the time to kill all those guys personally. [Making it clear that some of the kills had been his or at least he was responsible for them.]
[He sighs and his voice becomes more hesitant when he speaks.]
And...I wanted to keep you safe, too. [It seems like there was someone else, too, but that's not right...] That didn't always fit in with the rest of it. It was like having to be four or five different people at the same time when I wasn't even one complete person. One little mistake and I was toast, Saïx might be toast, you might be... There was no room for failure. I mean, I still screwed it up in the end, but it was for the right reasons...
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I go on a mission that takes out a third of the Organization and come back without a scratch and you don't even get suspicious?
[No wonder this has been so difficult.]
I gathered intel, yeah, but on the rest of the Organization. I had my orders from Xemnas to root out traitors and, try not to laugh, I got the same job from Marluxia after I infiltrated the group at Castle Oblivion. Then there were the orders from Saïx to do whatever it took to keep him high up there in the chain of command and dig up dirt on what Xemnas was hiding in the castle. That's a lot of work for one guy. Good thing Sora and Riku showed up at the castle because I'm not sure I woulda been able to find the time to kill all those guys personally. [Making it clear that some of the kills had been his or at least he was responsible for them.]
[He sighs and his voice becomes more hesitant when he speaks.]
And...I wanted to keep you safe, too. [It seems like there was someone else, too, but that's not right...] That didn't always fit in with the rest of it. It was like having to be four or five different people at the same time when I wasn't even one complete person. One little mistake and I was toast, Saïx might be toast, you might be... There was no room for failure. I mean, I still screwed it up in the end, but it was for the right reasons...