I don't mind fight. I was born in middle of the war, raised fighting and witnessing bloodshed. I do, however, prefer to have a target than randomly spilling blood. It both takes time and you might get injured for nothing.

[She gets a serious look and stands up, holding for the ratlines-] I serve my country, I always did and I always will. And country always comes first before anything else. If you want to survive, that is. I'd rather die than be marked as a traitor. [An outcast, a disgrace to her family- she will never be that. For her mother, especially for her father. She looks at the open sea-]

Which is why I have to go back. As soon as possible.