booyaka_boom: (Sad Selphie)
Selphie Tilmitt ([personal profile] booyaka_boom) wrote in [community profile] piratejournal 2014-04-23 06:30 pm (UTC)

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I didn't say anything to upset him...

It was just like before. He would take anything I said and twist it so that it would sound like I was being some kind of cold hearted bitch. He did that so often. It was almost like he wanted to get angry at me.

But then... after the threat, I did what you said. I stood up for myself. I told him he couldn't bully me. That I wasn't his to boss around. Then he did that disappearing thing. Into thin air. Didn't even stay around to answer me. Maybe he just wanted to kill me, right there and then. Maybe that's why he disappeared. I don't know.

I know you all would look after me. I know you wouldn't like Ikki hurt me. But whenever I think of how he spoke to me, that look in his eye, it just makes me feel so sick.

Listen to me, I'm being so pathetic. No wonder he was disgusted and left me. No wonder he wants nothing to do with me.

I'm sorry, Marco...
I do like you when you are you, and I don't have to be scared that you're a phoenix too and - well, I don't know what you and Ikki talk about.
But I like you whatever you are. I like Marco a lot. I'm just sorry that I've caused so many problems for you, and all this burdening.

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