[Maybe that analogy is pretty apt. Natsuno feels like he's struggling and it's frustrating. He doesn't want to fight anymore.]

I don't know. Some people I knew might think that way.

[He takes a deep breath and sighs.]

I really don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix it or how to change how I feel or anything like that. I try and think about it, but there's...nothing. I'm on a ship but...