I wasn't intending on pursuing anything with anyone. Ever. It wasn't part of the plans I had for my life and I loved Tohru. But he's gone and I don't know... I had feelings for Riku that only got stronger while we spent time together.
It doesn't matter. It wasn't really even a discussion to him. There's a chance for him to have exactly what he wants, he doesn't need me. I'm so mad at myself.
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[He rests his head against the wall behind him.]
I wasn't intending on pursuing anything with anyone. Ever. It wasn't part of the plans I had for my life and I loved Tohru. But he's gone and I don't know... I had feelings for Riku that only got stronger while we spent time together.
It doesn't matter. It wasn't really even a discussion to him. There's a chance for him to have exactly what he wants, he doesn't need me. I'm so mad at myself.