uccellodifuoco: How could he just forsake us? (004 - This is life that's so thankless)
Phoenix Ikki ([personal profile] uccellodifuoco) wrote in [community profile] piratejournal 2014-04-12 09:17 pm (UTC)

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Lose what? What can you lose over not wanting to deal with this shit?!

[The way he sees it, it's by accepting this that they will lose. By letting the wounds close and the scars to fade, as if they had never been there. A happier life? A more peaceful one? The capacity to be "normal"? Who cares about those things? Who wants those things after everything they have dealt with? Of course it would be better that way, but how can he take that when the others can't? When Seiya is still in his world slowly dying, stuck in a wheelchair and unresponsive? When his brother is in the past fighting with Athena for a stupid and pointless hope of saving Seiya? How can he enjoy life when so many people who deserved better are now unable to because they died in those pointless wars?

What will be then of Esmeralda's death? Of the deaths of Kenuma and the other Black Saints who were stupid enough to follow him? Of the sacrifices of the Gold Saints? If he gave in, if he forgot and relaxed and healed all by himself... It would be the same as if those deaths never happened as if they didn't have a meaning or effect in his life. As if his life was just a book from which one tore away the pages they didn't like... As if there was no reason to despite Saori and Athena for what she did, for what she allowed to happen.]


Someone else will, forgetting about everything bad and losing oneself in stupid things isn't something that lacks people volunteering to do it. They even do it without the need of extra help like a place like this, just the excuse of it not being their world or whatever is enough for them. But that's their problem and their own stupid decision.

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