Save you backhanded apologies for someone else! I don't honestly care if you're sorry, but don't be sorry on my behalf! And of course they're not going to go away! You keep harboring them like some sort of hoarder!

If you honestly believe you were responsible for what you've done, then perhaps you don't deserve to lead a crew. A crew doesn't need a weak captain like that! We were already blinded by her. There's no use in taking on blame outside our ability.

[Grell was also a victim, but like Hell she's going to throw a pity party for what she was made to do.]